I
walked down the pine needle strewn path for the last time. Sunlight
slanted through the trees, dappling the ground and making the mist
look hazy and soft. I had run past the pit and the tree fort to the
path. Where I now tiptoed through the new poison ivy growth in my
bare feet. Each step was sure.
I'd
never walk it again. I was saying farewell. My path led along the old
paper road, over the small hand dug canal. I half jumped over the
little hollow in the trail - tradition. Past the pile of rotting roof
tiles perfect for pretend dishes. My hands drifted over the
Japanese-Indian Knotweed leaves, the weapons and tools of so many
games. My feet turned the corner, passing the thorn bushes' hanging
whips. The yellow newspaper stand lay in the leaves, the train track
stake still lodged in it's chest. I was at the Log. For the last
time.
I
checked my watch, I didn't have much time, we would be going to the
airport, and Utah in only a few minutes. The intense golden light of
morning had already begun to dissolve into the all encompassing light
of day. At least we had been able to wait until after my graduation.
The
ground was muddy and familiar. I avoided the soggy cushion and used a
rock to boost myself up onto the moss covered log. I nestled among
the roots and looked out over the marsh. It was a sea of cattails and
purple loosestrife, with the forest far behind. A red wing blackbird
flew across the blue sky. And I had to leave.
Sigh... You have it down perfectly!!! (I said the same goodbye to the same place.)
ReplyDeleteI've been thinking about this off and on since I read it a few days ago. I've decided it is much better to return to a state of denial and believe that your parents are really still living there and some day I will go back!
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