Sunday, January 26, 2014

Snow

Who can resist looking into the depths of a fire? Always changing, always the same, potential power. Fires are almost hypnotic. Running water is the same way.
Lately, I have decided that still water is the same too... and when I mean still, I mean frozen. Well, the same and different. Snow and ice. Snow falls, coats the land, blown around by wind, melts, crystallizes, packs, and sublimates. It's potential power is not as obvious as fire (heat) or water (temperature as well as kinetic and gravitational potential energy). Maybe I shouldn't even call it potential energy but it is does have a potential to change. Plus, every day the same snow looks different. In every place the snow looks different. I remember going out in the marsh behind our house when I was in high school, and taking picture after picture of snow and ice. Landscapes, and close ups. Trapped bubbles, crystals, icicles, and packed snowmen. The changes in snow/ice are slower than in fire and running water but they are no less captivating.
Indiana

Indiana

Snow Crystals on Ice in Indiana

Indiana


Indiana

Wyoming

Wyoming

Wyoming

Graupel in Wyoming

Wyoming

Utah

Utah


Utah

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Memory

Think of a memory that these things remind you of (that is if you want, I'm not going to be bossy):
a) the song The Spirit of God
b) the smell of skunks
c) the sound of crickets or cicadas
d) the sight of a brick sidewalk engraved with names
e) the taste of apple pie
f) the feel of fluffy cat
g) the idea of trust

Which memories came easiest?
This week I've been thinking about how we remember things. Mostly I remember things spatially. When people ask me what someone I met looks like, I draw a blank. Someone asked if one of my teachers was bald. I had absolutely no idea. I feel like that should have been kind of obvious. It turns out he wasn't. But, I could tell them where they were standing in the room (to the left side of the desk).
I was sharing some memories I had with my parents and I realized that almost always I start with "I was standing and they were over there," or something like that. Also, I'm more likely to remember if that person said something interesting, or told a story or something of that nature.
I know other people that can describe someone they saw once with surprising detail, or people who have songs that bring them back powerfully to a certain time and place.
Although, like I said I'm quite spatially drawn, occasionally sounds (like a car door slamming) smells (peppers) or other things can trigger memories. I suppose triggering memories and the way you remember may be different, but still something to think about. I wonder if knowing your ideal recall can help you learn to remember things more accurately.

Monday, January 13, 2014

Blankness

Just a week ago or so I started a new journal. I like empty journals, I think they are exciting, mysterious. Just think in a year or a month those pages will tell what exciting and boring things I've done. Those pages will know my future (that will then be my past). I don't know. I just find it intriguing.
Empty blogposts are not nearly as exciting. :) They intimidate me, because perhaps I didn't have any interesting thoughts, or make any cool paintings, so it;s there taunting me.
So here is for consistency and an end of this weeks blankness.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Perfection

So I have noticed that different people have different things that they must have perfect. It annoys them when they aren't. Some people have to have things perfectly cleaned or all the cupboards all the way closed. Others have to have their sewing projects perfect or their bookcases uncluttered and all lined up. I assume that most people have something they have to have perfect even if it is not immediately evident.
So do you want to read what mine is?
As some of you know I don't care if there is a bit of clutter around, or if there are water spots on the mirror or if the wall hangings are cutesy. But, I really don't like stuff around that I have made that looks junky. It bugs me. I want the stuff I make to look professional and nice. Whether it is a wooden outside nativity set or a painting or something else. When I was in Activity Girls (a church group for 8-11 year olds) I was given a ceramic nativity set to paint. We could choose a realistic looking set or one where all the characters are bears. I choose the bears, and now looking back I believe it was because the bears were less intimidating. It doesn't look quite as bad to have badly painted teddy bears as it would to have badly painted "realistic" people. Anyway, needless to say every December they drive me crazy because I see them and think those are so ugly, and really poorly done. Especially when my older sister had done one of them (so there was one king that looked nice). So this year, I tried to remedy the situation, I repainted almost all of them (I didn't finish doing 2 of them, and I left the one my sister had done but I started), and now it doesn't bug me when I walk by them.
Happy New Years, by the way.
 Before (and it doesn't show the details of how bad it was)
After