Since school ended I have been working on my thesis (and getting paid for it!). Basically it is doing something I am totally unqualified to do. Designing a computer database using programs I've never used before. I feel like I go through cycles as I have dived in to learning about this subject.
Stage 1: Floundering. What in the world am I supposed to be doing?
Stage 2: Oh I get it! This is when I start playing around with the program and kind of have figured out a little what I need to do and so I start doing it, and looking up little things on google (how to separate one cell into multiple cells in excel?).
Stage 3: Discouragement. I did all that but it's either not working or I read something and realize I am doing it wrong but don't know how to fix it.
Stage 4: Research I. I break down and ask someone (if I can find someone to ask... a big problem) or finally get a book. I feel like is this really worth my time, but realize I don't really have a choice.
Stage 5: Research II. I am slightly frustrated because I realize this is how and why I was doing it wrong and how I should have done it. Why didn't I read this earlier.
Stage 6: Realization. If I had read the book or asked earlier I wouldn't have understood what they were saying so although it feels repetitive it was good I had already gone through steps 1-3 because I now know what it is referring to.
Step 7: Victory. I do it right and it works and its awesome!!!
Step 8: What? How am I back at Step 1 again? I came so far and now I'm just floundering again...
What is unfortunate is Step 7 always feels really short and Step 3... it can last a long time. :(
Obviously this isn't a perfect representation of my 3 or so weeks of work but it is the main idea. just be grateful I didn't go into the details of databases... I know far more about databases then I did 3 weeks ago (and still not enough). It has definitely been a frustrating but invigorating experience... and not really what I expected.
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