I'm Not an Artist

Growing up I had quite a couple of friends who were artists. They doodled during class and drew in their free time. Art was their life.
That was never me. I've always liked art but I've never considered myself an artist.
Right now I am working as an artist, and it is weird. I have been enjoying it so far but I'm not very good, so sometimes I'm like "why would you want to pay for my work?"
Maybe I should readjust my definition of "artist" but that is difficult because although I appreciate art and enjoy doing it I still see it as a little useless.
Quite a conundrum. Maybe I should go eat an apple.